Live for the Moment Now
I learned so many things from the many mistakes I made.
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"The same girl who laughs and talks a lot and seems very happy is also the girl who may cry herself to sleep... "
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WHEN MY TWO BEST FRIENDS AND I ENTER A BAR
HOW WE ASSUME WE LOOK
HOW WE ACTUALLY LOOK
week fourteen (by Joe Curtin)
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Heartbreak
I have never in my life felt this sad. My heart feels so hurt physically and emotionally. It started off with the love of my life, my soul mate, being angry I broke up with him. For reasons I had no choice. As soon as I did I was filled with regret.
And then anger at myself for wasting all of my heart on such a great person yet someone who was also so bad. I miss him incredibly. I miss my best friend. My boyfriend. My soul mate.
It made me happy when he sent me his last I love you. We know this is best for ourselves since we are so young. And if it is truly meant to be, it is meant to be. We hope to be together in the future once we experience life about more. When he gets his issues figured out. I have never felt this sad ever. They say the first heartbreak, the first love is the hardest.
Its taking everything in me to not message him, call him or drive to his house. And I am the one who dumped him.
I know that no matter what it happened for a reason and I can move on slowly but surely. Time heals all.
I wish I had someone here for me. Right now my only best friends are my mother and father. I wish I had someone to just tell everything to and to trust with my heart.
The hardest part is that we both know we are still in love with each other. I need someone to help me carry on.
